summer envy of a plenty *

the rain almost ruined our picnic trip
but nevertheless, in such a case
the car is sure the most convenient solution :)

the path that i;m walking
i must go alone
i must take the baby steps until i;m full grown
fairytales don’t always have a happy ending, do they?
and i foresee the dark ahead if i stay

with that, i;ll hang in there
for i;ve got to get a move on with my life
its time to be a big girl now
and for that fact, big girls don’t cry

**i hope everything will turn out fine

i;ve decided..due to the fact that i;m just too lazy to get a job to kill my weekends, i shall do something more worthy.i;ll plan out my list of wants and work my way through..hence, to my dearest, it would mean lesser quality time together and it will eventually be an absolute parfait solution to escape your floorball/soccer woes. (:

- indoor tanning (for my lovely tan)
- dressmaking lessons
- french lessons (its about time i refresh my french and head intermediate)
- piano lessons
- canoe sessions (to collect the many many stars)

thats the list for now, short and sweet for the time being (:

oh and i;m having my private dip graduation!
:: Les félicitations à moi moi moi ! ::

dear diary,
i havent been in a right state of mind recently.i;ve been going to work all dressed up prettily.and thats so unlike me.but the point is, i dress prettily and after work, i head nowhere but straight for home.my collegues have been asking me the same question for a few days now..”after work going out?” and my answer, “no.” actually i really dont know why i am all dressed up too..i guess i;ve been a lil haywired.my lifes been pretty messed up.everythings in a mess know?the place i occupy or step foot on is often left messy.but i really cant help it what.this is how i live my life..i think its about time i do something about it..but..for the time being, let me sit down and think about the situation before me (:

oh yah..dear bf from far far away..while u are out during outfield, my papa did what you suggested: to mix colgate + water and drink it down so as to chao keng from work.and my papa will like to tell you that the plan you suggested backfire.why?cozz my cute lil papa did just that and no, he wasnt down with fever.instead, he was tested for super high blood pressure!i;d lke to take this opportunity to tell my one and most belovd bf that, “i think you are the “best” medic the army has ever had! kns!” but still, i have no choice but to heart you..*muahahahahah