summer envy of a plenty *

its…

like watching the sunset and wondering what will come next.
like walking into a car and hoping to go to somewhere fruitful.
like singing a song with lyrics that go on and on.
like water flowing into a glass and never reaching its brim.
like thoughts connected in a never-ending string.
like watching the raindrops by the window pane.
like browsing artpieces at a gallery along a long corridor.
like a life that keeps moving forward.

like living on an abandoned island with everything you need.
but somehow, you just want more from it.
so much more you begin to wonder, just what should come next

why i feel agitated and irritated . and the list goes on :

Qn 1: Adelene, how come your hair like that? Change hairstyle?
Answer: Apparently, the hairdresser was hungry and not in the mood. he snipped my lovely hair and it;s in a huge mess now.

Qn 2: Adelene, i hear you are resigning. What are u gonna do after that?
Answer: I dont have a definite solution now. Since you;re so concerned, why not provide me with money and plan my life for me?

Qn 3: Adelene, you grow fatter iszit?
Answer: Yah, my tattsie feed me with fine food and his parents always treat me to a seafood galore. How can i decline?Your mother never teach you manners ah?

*and the bottomline is: i hate boxing day.
WHY? cozz i have to be back at work and i;m dreading work
especially after such a long weekend. GET IT? Stop asking me questions now.

because i love her like : forever and ever and ever

cyn wee . ade wee . ali wee (wee..wee.wees)

my tattsie love and me sure look: woo lah lah *blushes

this year;s christmas is certainly exhausting and well-made-used of..
visiting at tattsies place with his family gathering
and its back to my side for my family;s gathering with tattsie (of course)
i wonder how will it be like for the lunar new year..*shikes!

i love us and thats a fact i cannot deny
i hope we will still remain this close
even when we grow wrinkly with a head of greys

*justin was in camp today and yes, we werent complete
lets cross our fingers and hope the 29th will be a good one :p

here we go…

if times like that will come to a standstill…

as per norm, i laugh my assed off

camwhore loves*

lalalalalala…

look and dont ask about my stupid face

ah! my fav twist twist!

oh, did i mention we celebrated huiligs 21st?

oooo..and i like the way how mag looks like a giant and me, a dwarf

and lastly, the best pic of us, ever taken by andrew *hearts

i love us, so very much lah! i love you too justin

i told them the truth i can no longer cling on to
it brings tears to my eyes, so much agony and heartache
i;m worried i might regret..i might have done it all wrong
but the thought of me leaving and returning the stage to her,
it somehow gives me much comfort that its somehow, all worth it.
no, i haven’t lost anything at all. I will remember everything, for once

thank you for the endless joys you guys bring
i do cherish times of us, very much that i seeked my alternative
then, i wont have to lose any of them, one bit, at all…
they;ll be embedded in the depths of my being, i promise

**i hope you realise that i;m genuine, i;m sincere
that i really didnt mean to cause any harm or inflict any hate in you
that, at the end of the day, i really didnt want things to turn out this way
that i didnt have the intention to claim any credits that was before me
because i went by each day with one stride at a time,
never thinking of its advantages, of what i might gain or lose…

and as the heading went : holiday for a day
i spent a gazillion bucks and i am holding out the white pretty flag
yes, in sweet surrender, i officially announce that: ade is now, officially…broke..
oh yes, broke with peanuts in her account and a few bucks to get by with..*bleah

it wasnt a blast, wasnt what i expected it to be..
but it matters not…
especially when i have my bestie buddy with me
that will make up for all the flaws and bloopers…

the bestie i cling on to, all night

my partner/the entertainer/the bitching-session/the a-math hater

just like old 4EA days

last but not least, people i adore so very much

it was pretty impressive especially when its our first time
we started off with a dreamy and lazy morning but after we alighted,
everything seemed to change and tada..we created our masterpiece
it was the most detailed out of all the other masterpieces
yes, alot of effort was being put in esp for the initial start-up and vines!
the background is a little too light but nvm, its a lesson learnt afterall!three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for the teos and me

the planning with the me and the architect-in-the making

the preparation

the rough initial sketching

the start-up session

the fair share of work to completion!

the masterpiece that turned out quite, pretty

the whole row filled with colors!

*group pics will be up soon, i hope :p

i must have told a zillion lies without even blinking my eyelids..
i made my lies sound so real,
tattsie was so disappointed and thought his birthday will turn out crappy
but being that intelligent, up-to-no-good me,
you get nothing but a truckload of surprises!!!

*kindly feast your eyes and err..dont get too envious :)

never judge the food based on appearence ah! its yummy can?

as usual, the tak glam ah chek

tada! with love!

one of the better shots after a zillion takes -_-”

seeing is believing . yes, he lit the candles and blowed them out, on his own

the pressie that costed a bomb

ah hah..the busy man is a charming man

and finally, its my turn with the cake!!! :p

*today would have turned out more perfect, if not for the damn rain
stupid rain that made me got bitten by mosquitoes and stupid ants..
yes, insects, i hate you . you die, die, die, DIE!

i;ve never felt so lethargic
it was certainly madness!

my fri was super packed,
thank goodness dress-making lessons was cancelled
it was a celebration, one after another
the mania started off with nigel;s bday, then to nick;s bday
and on sat, my darling tattsie;s bday dinner
and no, it doesnt stop just here…

this coming tue will be another dinner session with tattsie;s family
(for his bday, his actual day is on the 12th of dec)
wed, 12th dec, will be our time together, finally
sat, 15th dec, will be our workplace xmas celebration
wed, 19th dec, will be my 4ea reunion session
tue, 25th dec, will be dinner at kor kor;s place
sat, 29th dec, leah;s wedding + steamboat session with my sec besties

*phew, thats quite a bit for the month of dec!
i hope i;ll nt get fat lah…hahahahaha…pics will be up!
i promise to post it up, though i;m pretty lazy