summer envy of a plenty *

sometimes its like that . everyone eats me
you try so hard but the people around demand for more
they expect you to deliver everything they require
everything they need . within 5 mins, within an hour,
within the day, within the week
it;s not like creativity sparks with a gentle blow
there is a need for time, for research, for development
and most importantly, for inspiration.

but they all just dont get it.

i am only human. If you can break down,
a machine can go bust and upside down,
i will and i can too. i ain’t no different.
sometimes it just gets to a point i feel like hiding away
just like running off and hide everything behind me
but i know, thats not the right mentality to adopt.

i know, i am not good enough
but at the end of the day, i know that i’ve cried,
i’ve pushed myself to the max, i’ve put in whatever i’ve got
and the least of it all, i tried and never gave up…

my lovely happy feet
mr toufu toufu on my left
and tattsies sun flower of love on my right

i;m blessed lah!