summer envy of a plenty *

you will never ever imagine how exhausting it was
the weather was a factor, traveling around in buses/trains
the intelligent me who went without a proper breakfast/lunch
honestly, i still did not regret it at all..

now i know wheres good for pizza and for chill out sessions
oh, haji lane aint the all expensive place i imagined it to be
and yes, i am so thankful for the beautiful sam & mag
for making my sat a bloody sweet and toothy day

cheers to my lovely babes!

and i realised, to be able to eat is total bliss
with tattsie around will be the infinite measure of love~
tattsie, we must go to these places together…promise?

389 days ago, i sold away my freedom, my happiness, my life.
the thought of having to finally be down to 14 days to freedom,
i was pretty excited and thrilled but it seems like as time passes,
i’m bogged down with truckloads of work thats such a bitch.

probably, it was a wrong move from the very start.
afterall, at the end of all the shit that i grit my teeth through,
i am still left where i started, unappreciated and just a “nobody”.

thanks for the “love” and the deadly sentence i served here.

when darkness sets in, when the world goes to bed
i sit in complete darkness, to the silence of the night
wondering, staring, hoping, thinking, wide awake
and eventually wake up in the morning with the
heart-breaking consequence of torturing headaches

** are you happy ade? are you really happy?
if you are, then why wont you go to bed? why?

its the time of it all when everything seems..
a little pointless, a little senseless, a little numb

maybe i shouldnt have done that,
maybe i shouldnt have said that
but nope, i wont take back what i;ve done or said
afterall, it was done and said in the first place….
no point, i;ve figured it all out, by heart.

now everyday goes by like a time game.
do or die, it still passes…you know? yeap, like that
time for weekend jogs to kill the stubborn fats!
*jia you ade, run ade run!

for all the times i cursed and swore
for all the times i was such a nuisance
thank you . yes, i thank you from the heart
for making everything such a breeze
thank you so much, thank you for loving me~

a session of inhumane insults
a test of patience & endurance
a truckload of unending work
a very pathetic mini peanut to chew

final verdict: to gobble me up, altogether?
*what good is your heart? prove me wrong, please

after close to half a day of cycling, i am in pain la
my back aches, my tigh aches, my ass aches
everywhere is just 1 word, PAIN~
but i am so proud of myself la!!!!
i made it from NTU, to Kranji, to Mandai,
to Yishun and finally to Serangoon! *claps

and i am so burnt because i am too cool for sunblock
i am as red as a happy lobster!….i know, quite a sadist,
but you know what, I HEART SUN BURNS and yes,
i love the sun with open arms and i love a pretty tan~
woolala…i feel like i;ve lost 10kg after 1/2 day of endless
cycling! i feel so light and floaty…*poof poof, i will sleep…
allow me to comment: nothing beats cycling your
little heart out and camwhoring all the way~

oh..a tribute to my trusty ‘ol bike that was with me all along~

and who said short fat girls cant jump high?
you are so fucking wrong!!!! *snorts

oh! and we met cong!!!!muahahah

kthxbye and goodnight~

ade: i am so gonna follow eelin;s diet plan & lose weight
i will follow the simple 3 days diet. you know daddy?

daddy: i teach you a method, faster. 1-2 days can already!

ade: yes daddy? say ah..*listens attentively

daddy: you take some rice then mix with huskie;s dry food.
then you eat it all up, confirm lose weight! *he explained proudly

and allow me to present my huskie
(for those who are ignorant and dont know him):
**ok, perhapes another time~ *sighs

for the times i acted irrational
for the times i thought i was so cool
for the times i threw frequent tantrums
for the times i did stupid things & made you felt so malu

thank you for loving me, above everything la!~ *blushes

i heart weekends most because its when
i can happily be away from everything
i wished everyday;s a weekend
and mondays will never arrive!

as promised, shawn, heres one for you!

yours truly,
a very happy contented me