summer envy of a plenty *

the worst ever! i am coughing, sneezing
and then coughing again with everything stuck
uhuh..stuck deep in my throat and nose…
the medicine is finishing but i aint any better.
yes, i know, sucks..but on a better note,
i know for sure, my weight is plunging down
and its yayness! urgh..time for the remedy!

shower me with more ching chings
and keep up that plentiful lovin ma girls~

friday afternoons slacking by deserted ecp

saturday evenings with jazz by the beach

if you;re blessed & you know you jump high high!

we can live like jack and sally if we want
where you can always find me
we’ll have halloween on christmas
and in the night we’ll wish this never ends
we’ll wish this never end…

we;ll see our sunsets soon tattsie! *hugs!

and to stop the unnecessary rantings
ade has started her peace mission…
first thing first, pack my messy room
then bathe my dog, hand-wash all my clothes
and lastly, pack my lauggage for my trip!!!!

and i;ll shout it out loud…peace out yo!

see that lovely me?
it shows freedom.
wait till i show you happiness .
wait on dudes, wait on - till then

with love, ade

because i no longer get random phonecalls from the office
because i no longer take my usual crowded 76 to work
because i no longer spend lunch time at yonghuat
because i no longer work on the com all day
because i miss using photoshop/illustrator
because i no longer design new stores

and for all that, i feel pretty much - lost
because i am over and done with my job
and it feels odd - up, down, everywhere

ade, you will never ever be satisfied la, u sickening woman~

twentieseven more days
i;ll get all the warm hugs & love kisses!
YAY YAY YAY!!! *shy

i was feeling drained, exhausted and tired from working on china’s store design after constantly rejected and coming up with 6 drafts..i decided enough is enough, no point me staying on forcing something on myself when i clearly am brain-blank. I will just head home from the office at 730pm-i felt like i needed to cool myself down and start burning my night researching on my 2nd project on hong kong’s store design when i have calmed down, when i have taken a bath and feel all refreshed.

at 815 pm, my boss called and she started yelling on the phone.

her exact words:
i think it is so unfair of you to leave the office so early when you could have stayed back in the office till late to complete china’s store design and then work on hong kong’s store design tomorrow. i dont see why you  cant finish everything if you stayed on in the office and to stop telling me you cant finish everything. and do you know it is darn unfair to me that you are doing this and you know what, i think you shouldnt leave on the 15 of April because that would be so unfair to me.

And she continued just shouting goin lalalala and venting her anger, her frustrations at me even before i could open my mouth to say a thing.

Feeling all hurt and holding back my tears i replied:
i will work on china again when i head back to the office in the morning if you want me to. but before jumping into any other assumptions, i brought back everything on hong kong and i will be working on it tonight.

tell me, why am i doing this?
why am i even bothered to intend to sacrifice my talk time with my boyfriend tonight if i didnt care, if i didnt think about the company? Am i really obliged to be forced to finishing everything because it is your problem for being so inefficient in finding another designer way a month ahead when i handed in my resignation letter?

this whole conversation tonight between my boss and me has clearly given me a wake up call, has truly reflected on my bosses’ behaviour and how i feel towards her.

thank you boss, i have clearly learnt, today : that kindness and human sympathy is more important than making things look, sound and turn out right– the way you always want things to be because even money cannot buy back my hurt and disappointed soul. and for all the times in the past i have worked my ass off for this job and giving up my social/bonding time with my family, i suddenly felt a sense of great regret..

and it has clearly proven my point that..
i have made the perfect sensible decision–to leave

if i had the stamina, i;d run long distance
so i can run from joo chiat to my dear cosy home
and never worrying about having to return, ever again

four more working days ade, brace yourself together!