to count each day a blessing.
whether or not things turn out right.
the way we want it to be.
get use to it, you;ll meet familiar faces soon.
packing has never felt this shitty and emotional daunting.
Entries from November 2009
November 29, 2009
maybe we;re better of this way
November 22, 2009
will you learn to date me?
will you learn to date me soon?
lets go to ikea to absorb the christmasy air.
lets head to town to look at the absurb lightings.
lets brisk walk through the mall as if we;re having a competition.
lets walk around chinatown aimlessly and slurping on tang yuans.
lets just end the day with a cosy evening on the sofa [...]
November 21, 2009
like every single day
“i spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
every single day yes, i’m really missin’ missin’ you
can you meet me halfway, right at the borderline
that;s where i’m gonna wait, for you
i;ll be lookin out, night and day
took my heart to the limit, and this is where i;ll stay
i can;t go any further then this
i [...]
November 18, 2009
6AMS
the date: unknown the time: unknown
we were planning an escape route.
through the meandering manual-pumped rivers.
secretly hidden and floating according to plan
within a brownish yellow self-built bookshelf look-a-like “boat”
just wentworth miller and me, trying to disappear before the eyes of the cops.
out of death-defying excitement and the moisture in my sanitary pad,
i slowly opened my eyes [...]
November 17, 2009
FABIUS nv covers his mouth when he sneezes!
i was asleep and he was too.
he sneezes and i felt drips of mucus on my face.
out of natural reaction, i grabbed his bolster that he was hugging,
used it to wipe my face and said on the top of my voice: “CHEEBYE KIA!”
then throws his bolster back at his face and went back to sleep.
and [...]
November 17, 2009
the oddest of all.
i just had the weirdest dream…
me cycling & maggie on a skate-scooter along the roads of amk.
seriously, this countdown is driving me utterly insane, inside out.
p/s: dont laugh at my drawing. i didnt have a mouse to use.
i merely used my finger to “draw” on the laptop;s touch pad
MAI HIAM CAN! *esp bear and [...]
November 14, 2009
so near yet so far
this is prolly the longest 3 weeks i;ve ever had.
it feels so near yet so far.
i;ve very much lost the motivation.
yes, lost all motivation to study/work.
maybe, if i stop thinking about it, it would pass
way way way way faster and feel less torturous…..
November 13, 2009
three friggin weeks love
and of all the panic, i cleared 1/2 my wardrobe.
its another 1/2 to clear, with my shoes, books and tools.
and i;ll jolly be well on my way home.
the thought of getting up the plane then back to home.
then settling for good food. it;s such a blessing.
OH MY..
SAMBAL KANGKONG, SAMBAL STINGRAY,
SUGARCANE JUICE, PRAWN NOODLE, FRESH ROTI [...]
November 10, 2009
cant cope lah
mommy + daddy is pushing me to start packing for home.
but how to? i still got 3 more papers and one more practical.
and i;m just so unmotivated to pack. the thought of packing is like…
having diarrhoea.
EMOTION #1: EXCITEMENT
because you might lose weight.
EMOTION #2: STILL EXCITEMENT
all rubbish in your system is out.
EMOTION #3: EXHAUSTION
dashing from wherever [...]
November 6, 2009
goodbye, forever now.
i hereby pronounce, the successful completion of practical #1
omfg. now my heels ache so much. but nevertheless, i;m glad to say..
I AM FRIGGIN OVER AND DONE WITH YOU~~~ yayness! *hops
<3
we;ll meet on 6th dec after ur run. WE SHALL EAT TO OUR HEARTS CONTENT!
