summer envy of a plenty *

as much as i;d wish to turn back
i know i cant and prolly i wont.
i have yet to watch myself grow after all these years.
for that, i shall make me happier.

yes, for now.
this is my addiction:

i have fallen in love for myself.
it;s something not within my control.
and the least i can do -  to make me happier,
on my own,  i can *hearts.

xoxo,
the insane-driven ade.